i guess now it's become more like never
i know it hurts now, dear
but it's not worth another tear
i'm honestly trying to let you go
but i can't help the fact that i miss you so
it hurts us both to keep holding on
but i can't say i know how to move along
so i act like everythings alright
it's easier than putting up a fight
besides, isn't that how you dealt?
you gave up, and told e how you felt
said i didn't work for you, come to think of it
that i was never your type to begin with
i know i let go first,
but it's not like you haven't done worse
i suppose it's good i knew when to let go
and let whatever happens flow
i'm not over you just yet,
since you're not that easy to forget
i know time will ease the pain,
and that rainbows always follow rain
but it's hard to see that far ahead,
when i'm stuck here foucused on it instead
my plan is to forgive and forget
oh, and stop lettng myself fret
forgive myself for always believing you without a doubt,
and forgetting how i felt when i let those feelings out
Oh. My.
ReplyDeleteXandra, you're a fantastic writer. The way your words flow so perfectly, and are so filled with meaning.
I love it. This is amazing.
Beautiful.
ReplyDeleteThis rhymes so well I thought you were black for a few seconds.