change... is a good thing, yes?

well, i am once again moving. where to, i am not totally sure. a week ago i thought cedar hills, three days ago i thought lehi, yesterday i thought alpine, now it looks like saratoga springs. i most likely won't be able to go to timberline... part of me wants to cry because of this. well, okay most of me wants to cry. but another smaller part of me is excited to go to a new school.

they are currently building a middle school in saratoga springs, so until it is finished i would go to the high school there. this terrifies me. but at the same time, its thrilling. i like meeting new people. i just hate being the new kid. having to tell everyone about yourself; i never really know exactly what to say. it gives you a chance for a fresh start, a clean slate. it just takes a while for me to be able to be myself around new people. but i really think if i just open up and try my best to not be shy, then i'll be okay.

the house in saratoga springs we're really interested in is five bedrooms, three of them being in the basement. the basement is finished, and has a kitchen. i'd be in one of the three in the basement. i'm excited to move. this house is walking distance from wal-mart, whoopee. i'd live five minutes from carlos, and about ten from alyse. i don't know how far from cosette and grant i'd be... its a gorgeous freaking house, the only drawback is the location.

i think if i didn't hate traverse mountain so much, i wouldn't be so excited to move. just the stress it puts on everyone is hard. although staying up till five or six packing, and going to del-taco at three in the morning is awful fun, all the while being on insane amounts of caffeine. so, that is one thing i'm looking forward to.

i'll miss this house at first, just because it's something familiar. it's what i'm used to. i am walking into this with an open mind, with open arms. i welcome the change. change is a good thing.